74 hari tanpa rokok!

alhamdulillah..akhirnya dapat jugak aku bertahan selama ni.aku berharap ianya akan kekal selamanya.ape yang perlu ialah keazaman,kesabaran dan keinginan untuk bebas dari rokok..

semoga berjaya :)

amin.

MENCARI ARAH HIDUP!

kenape huh dalam beberapa hari ni,aku rase macam tak sedap hati je...
semakin hari semakin aku tak paham dengan diri aku sendiri.
aku perlu berubah.tapi bagaimana?perlu kah aku mencarinye?atau tunggu ianya datang sendri?
tapi klau tunggu sampi bile pon tak kan sampai...tapi bile mencari aku sendiri pon tak tau nak mencari kat mane!

semakin hari semakin serabut..

The spirit carries on :)

Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?

They say "Life is too short"
"The here and the now"
And "You're only given one shot"
But could there be more
Have I lived before
Or could this be all that we've got?

If I die tomorrow
I'd be alright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I'm not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend

I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try

If I die tomorrow
I'd be alright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

"Move on, be brave
Don't weep at my grave
Because I'm no longer here
But please never let
Your memories of me disappear"

Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has help me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria's real
I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I'm here
It's perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means

If I die tomorrow
I'd be alright
Because I believe
That after we�re gone
The spirit carries on

Just let me breath......

Open your eyes
And turn off your mind
Step right up folks and you will find
Agrowing trend
An epidemic
Spread with zen
And hypodermics

Just close your mind
You can find all you need with your eyes

The big machines take care of
You until you kill yourself
And then the sales go through the roof
Calculated, formulated
Feed my head with simple thoughts
And let me breathe instead of being taught
All bottled up and tearing at the seams
I'm bored
Just let me breathe

A daily dose of eMpTyV
Will flush your mind right down the drain
Shannon Hoon and Kurt Cobain,
Make yourself a household name

Just close your mind
You can find all you need with your eyes

The big machines take care of you
Until you kill yourself
And then the sales go through the roof
Calculated, formulated
Feed my head with simple thoughts
And let me breathe instead of being taught
All bottled up and tearing at the seams
I'm bored
Just let me breathe

Strike up your best angst ridden posture
Manufactured anger
Let's not forget my legacy
All my heroes have failed me
Now they're dead and buried

Just close your mind
You can find all you need with your eyes

The big machines will take care of you
Until the fashion fades
And the checks go through
My bank roll's red and my face is blue
And still they'll turn their backs on you for
Someone new

Feed my head
With some real thoughts
And let me think instead
Of being taught
I'll say things
You won't believe
Just stand back
Just let me breathe.......

mood xde! ntah aku pon xtau kenape??

tibe2 arini mood aku ilang.
macam sial la...aku xtau kenape.
kepala otak aku macam nak pecah je ni..
ngn selsema lg....
mmg rase cam nak demam ni.
apela nk jadi ni..
ngn bbrape arini aku asik mimpi ngeri je..
kegelapan kegelapan.....
ape tanda sume tu??????adekah satu petanda?
aduhhh..
tolongla sedarkan aku awl......

Open your eyes and open your mind :)

Let it out, let it out. Feel the empty space. So insecure find the words and let it out.
Staring down, staring down. Nothing comes to mind. Find the place turn the water into wine.
But i feel im getting nowhere and ill never see the end.
So i wither and render myself helpless. I give in and everything is clear. I breakdown and let the
story guide me.
Turn it on. Turn it on. Let the feelings flow. Close your eyes and See the ones you used to know.
Open up open up. Dont struggle to relate. Lure it out. Help the memory escape.
Still transparantness consumes me and i feel like giving up.
So i wither and render myself helpless.
I give in and everything is clear.
I breakdown and let the story guide me.

I wither and give myself away.
Light reflections on the cage. The worlds want to create.
I drown in hesitation, My words come crashing down and all my best creations,
Burning to the ground.
The final staring over. Leaves me paralyzed. Tear it out again .Another one that got away.

I wither and render myself helpless.
I give in and everything is clear.
I wither and render myself helpless.
I give in and everything is clear.
I breakdown and let the story guide me.
I wither and give myself away.
Light reflections on the cage. The worlds want to create. The worlds which you create.
Let it out let it out.

Semalam yang best!

duk umah cam langak je.
ape lg plan ngn amin r g lepak BRJ then g ronda2 kuala lumpur.
da la pkul 1am kot.
gile.hahaha.
amin on kan aje. best dol naek moto g kl c70 tu slow je.
mmg pusing kl la.
hehe.
smpi je kt dpn MCd bb,park moto kt sane g beli sundae jap.hehe.
bayagkan ktrg bejalan kaki dari ctu g ke sg.wang,lowyat then trus jalan depan TS
pstu ktrg jln pusing2 dpn area2 bintang walk tu masuk blk ke depan mcd bb.
jalan kaki ke klcc plak penat dok,jauh gile ktrg bejalan dari klcc lalu depan zouk tu then ke depan area jalan pramlee,xnak rmi lak clubbers2.
hahahhaa.
so gagahkan gak bejalan2.
ketiak da basah da ni.
hahhaa.
sampi je dpn mcd bb balik,beli air coke jap.
mnggu amin bgayut dekan sejam.
perghhh sakit bontot duduk kat tar.
hahahha.
da abis amin bgayut otw balik.
da nak stgh jalan tibe2 tpkir,dataran merdeka xg lagi.
ahahaha.
sanggup tu patah balik :D
xpe xpe asalkan best,
hehehe.
lepas ke dataran medeka trus blik g lepak BRJ.
dan malam ni plan ke Shah alam plak :D

ENJOI! :)

Hari penat gile seharian aku keluar dari pagi smpila ke petang,waktu pagi aku g HKL nk buat xray utk gigi,punye la lame kt sane. maklumla HKL hari2 ramai org penat gile,slamat xray siap on the spot gak,pstu aku trus g klinik chaya suria kat jalan silang utk anta xray tu,penat jgkla bejalan kaki,naek monorel tukar lrt. Da selesai tu aky lepak jap kat mapley bwh tu layan nescafe ais jap,penat tu.hehe. pastu g tggu syda n fiqa kt masjid jamek,fiqa cakap pukul 1pm slamatla xjujur sgt g tggu pkul 1,lmbt ckit dlm 1.30 pon dorg xsmpi lg,xpe r aku tggu kt teksi stand tu,da la panas gile,da mcm duk dlm sauna weh,basah ketiak je.hahahaha.
lame gak pstu baru dorg smpi,then g lepak Mcd makan la pe lg lapa do..
selesai makan g area msjid india mncari tudung..ekot aje.haha.
pstu ke sogo bjalan2 penat tu.
g lepak mcd sogo.
yang paling lame smpi xsedar ujan lebat(gmbr2 ni sume kt mcd sogo) hahhaa.
ape2 pon sgt enjoi la arini dpt jmpe mmbe yg otak sealiran ni wakakakkakakakkaa
ape2pon korang memang best!
thanks!

syda ni otak dia mereng gile,tapi time ni dia memang byk kenakan aku . haha

kami hanya kawan ok.

Ni xpaham,ape motif dia haha

KERIANGAN :)

FIQA SYDA AIZAT

tangan x bedung. wakkakaka